happy now

hello guys i missed u all well i'm really happy these days because i've started ignoring all the bad things around i've started   

taking care of myself and about everything that i want to do i feel better now so much better  and i"m surrounded by angels which are my friends who loves me i feel so blessed because they are next me whenever i need them i"m happy now  my heart become strong  myself become even stronger and that's what i really wanted my whole life i always needed an understanding person to be next to me
and i always say life is nothing without friendship <3
i"m happy i"m good and thanks to every person that made me laugh  <3

taking my freedom

hello guys i'm proud of myself i took a good result and from now and on it will be the only thing that i will care about and i won't give shit to anything else in my life the one one who needs me will search for me that's it i won't care about anyone anymore that's enough i always get hurt even when i treat people with a good way it's just a mad world and life is so unfair and that what really kills me inside but i always count on allah and he will always lead me to the right way and the right direction and when i get upset i say hamdullilah for everything and when i really need him close i just rise my hands to the sky with a broken heart and say " ya raaab " because he is the one that can help me and protect me from all the bad things around i"m thankful because islam is my religion and allah is my lord or god :) 

what's next

heeey today i'm feeling so sick nothing is good and i'm so dissapointed from everything but i have to accept that life sometimes beautiful and sometimes bad full of tears and smiles we have to deal wit it anyway my heart is a little bit broken and i didn't  take a good marks in my exam do i kind of lost the taste of life  and joy i'm falling apart because of that but i always wipe my tears alone and move on rather i like it or not because i have to accept the reality that i'm living that's a littl bit hard but i have to be strong in every station of  life 

that's all i guess for know

crazy but free

hello guys i'm sick a little bit i catch the flu and that's wha i hate the most but it's okay so today i discover a lot of things and i'm very thankful to know them because they are so important to me

i'm so happy and i feel so great because i won't step back now i have to move on and do whatever i wanted to do before nothing will hold me back 

i'm even stronger then ever i find myself and my real desire now i won't care for anyone because for real my life my rules <3 <3

i miss .....

hello guys finally uuuh i finished my exams that were taking my breath away for 4 days but thank allah i have a chance to relax in weekend i just miss the rainy days and the things that i usually do and having fun with my friends  we are passing a great times togother which the most beautiful thing in the world and it's unforgetable i mean the most beautiful in the world is friendship that contains all the meanings of love and compassion to 

persons who are very cheerful and close to your heart i miss my adventures with the boy that i used to care about the whole time we really had a great times of fun and joy but that's all over or come to is end and i lost my smile and i feel so bored i miss everything and every memory that makes me feel happy again i hope that all of that will come back  by suprise or by anythig else maybe a shoot of luck 

let it rain & heal my pain

hello guys i've been too busy with my exams i miss all my loyal readers that share with me everything which so great and makes me feel that there is a support from the other computer screen 

well i'm a little bit dissapointed because the things in my exaùs doesn't work out as i wish but that's okay it's taught but i'm going to get over it anyway but there is a little sparkiling in my heart that gives me hope to believe that everything will be okay .

i miss the rainy days when i fall in love with every drop and dream of my endless future in my comfort world that gives me the power to be good and strong it gives me the strenght to be me and to believe in myself more which i love the most ......

because        

life is nothing but a Dream

the unspoken pain

hello i'm on a good mood this days and i do everything that fit me and my day i feel great my heart still beating which is cool i'm not going to blame myself for anything in life axcept loving the wrong person and obiousely he hurts me a lot a lot so it's so hard to fall for someone don't care about you and looking for you that u are so pathetic he don't appreciate your feelings anyway well boys think that easy for a girl to forget but it's the hardest thing ever and the most painful one too it's not my fault it's my heart fault damn i can control mine 

well you have no idea how much pain and screaming is inside my chest right now and i'm trying to cover it by tears or killing silence it's called the uspoken pain 

damn it i really loved u and cared about u from my heart i didn't pretend ever but it's my destiny i'm not going to fight it anyway but i hope he will build a good story & life that i always wish to have it togother i wanted that but now everything is over and he is already taken he always wanted to make me jealous so well done you always win you killed me alive thanks for the smile that you gave me when i see you in my darkest nights and also for the fake looks you win 

congratulations never mind i will find someone better then you not like you ...

goodbye forever .............................end of story......

happy

hello today we played sport and i'm so tired  i feel cold :p and in the evening i will study at 3 o'clock which is coOl i always go with my friends to shop or do some teenage  crazy stuff  i feel that my heart is singing all the time and finally i find myself my reality which is quite awesome to me i didn't do this before and now i love my life and i'm exetremly happy mashallàh and that's what i really love about me it's just i always let the pain go away in the right time 

enjoY your life and never ever ever be sad or give up :)

this is me :)

hello again today is a very beautiful day i'm so happy with no reason it's funny and i feel that my heart is feeling good and better then it was and that's a great achievement to me to be honest but i love the way that i smile everyday and how i let the sadness behind and take like a fresh start which is awesome my days from now & on i guess it's going to be amazinG !! yééaah who need to be sad anymore there's nothing in the world deserves your tears or to be sad for so this is your life enjoy as much as possible without regrets of the past just shine and enjoy everything around be happy like u have never be and believe me it's the greatest feeling in the whole world and finally love who you are because you are amazing wOow :D 

• ikrààààm PoLo QueeN i just adore myself ;)

my life my way

hello well is this life or i think that is so strange it gives the ability to be confidente to let go and when you really do that you feel broken from the inside and you want that thing back to your life even if it just was in your imagination i don't know why that happens to us in every time that we lost someone we used to love it's too awkward sometimes we just have to pretend that we know everything when in reality we just don't by it's kinda crazy to do so 

but in life we have to do everything that make us feel better and at least happy about everyday before it finished and in every morning take a deep breath and start again cause every day is an other chance for you to be good person and always love who you are becuz if u can't then don't blame people when they don't like you spread hope with every sunrise and smile smile because you are blessed with your existence in life and honored with islam so thank allah for everything "elHamdullilàh "