taking my freedom

hello guys i'm proud of myself i took a good result and from now and on it will be the only thing that i will care about and i won't give shit to anything else in my life the one one who needs me will search for me that's it i won't care about anyone anymore that's enough i always get hurt even when i treat people with a good way it's just a mad world and life is so unfair and that what really kills me inside but i always count on allah and he will always lead me to the right way and the right direction and when i get upset i say hamdullilah for everything and when i really need him close i just rise my hands to the sky with a broken heart and say " ya raaab " because he is the one that can help me and protect me from all the bad things around i"m thankful because islam is my religion and allah is my lord or god :)