taking my freedom

hello guys i'm proud of myself i took a good result and from now and on it will be the only thing that i will care about and i won't give shit to anything else in my life the one one who needs me will search for me that's it i won't care about anyone anymore that's enough i always get hurt even when i treat people with a good way it's just a mad world and life is so unfair and that what really kills me inside but i always count on allah and he will always lead me to the right way and the right direction and when i get upset i say hamdullilah for everything and when i really need him close i just rise my hands to the sky with a broken heart and say " ya raaab " because he is the one that can help me and protect me from all the bad things around i"m thankful because islam is my religion and allah is my lord or god :) 

what's next

heeey today i'm feeling so sick nothing is good and i'm so dissapointed from everything but i have to accept that life sometimes beautiful and sometimes bad full of tears and smiles we have to deal wit it anyway my heart is a little bit broken and i didn't  take a good marks in my exam do i kind of lost the taste of life  and joy i'm falling apart because of that but i always wipe my tears alone and move on rather i like it or not because i have to accept the reality that i'm living that's a littl bit hard but i have to be strong in every station of  life 

that's all i guess for know

crazy but free

hello guys i'm sick a little bit i catch the flu and that's wha i hate the most but it's okay so today i discover a lot of things and i'm very thankful to know them because they are so important to me

i'm so happy and i feel so great because i won't step back now i have to move on and do whatever i wanted to do before nothing will hold me back 

i'm even stronger then ever i find myself and my real desire now i won't care for anyone because for real my life my rules <3 <3

i miss .....

hello guys finally uuuh i finished my exams that were taking my breath away for 4 days but thank allah i have a chance to relax in weekend i just miss the rainy days and the things that i usually do and having fun with my friends  we are passing a great times togother which the most beautiful thing in the world and it's unforgetable i mean the most beautiful in the world is friendship that contains all the meanings of love and compassion to 

persons who are very cheerful and close to your heart i miss my adventures with the boy that i used to care about the whole time we really had a great times of fun and joy but that's all over or come to is end and i lost my smile and i feel so bored i miss everything and every memory that makes me feel happy again i hope that all of that will come back  by suprise or by anythig else maybe a shoot of luck 

let it rain & heal my pain

hello guys i've been too busy with my exams i miss all my loyal readers that share with me everything which so great and makes me feel that there is a support from the other computer screen 

well i'm a little bit dissapointed because the things in my exaùs doesn't work out as i wish but that's okay it's taught but i'm going to get over it anyway but there is a little sparkiling in my heart that gives me hope to believe that everything will be okay .

i miss the rainy days when i fall in love with every drop and dream of my endless future in my comfort world that gives me the power to be good and strong it gives me the strenght to be me and to believe in myself more which i love the most ......

because        

life is nothing but a Dream