the unspoken pain

hello i'm on a good mood this days and i do everything that fit me and my day i feel great my heart still beating which is cool i'm not going to blame myself for anything in life axcept loving the wrong person and obiousely he hurts me a lot a lot so it's so hard to fall for someone don't care about you and looking for you that u are so pathetic he don't appreciate your feelings anyway well boys think that easy for a girl to forget but it's the hardest thing ever and the most painful one too it's not my fault it's my heart fault damn i can control mine 

well you have no idea how much pain and screaming is inside my chest right now and i'm trying to cover it by tears or killing silence it's called the uspoken pain 

damn it i really loved u and cared about u from my heart i didn't pretend ever but it's my destiny i'm not going to fight it anyway but i hope he will build a good story & life that i always wish to have it togother i wanted that but now everything is over and he is already taken he always wanted to make me jealous so well done you always win you killed me alive thanks for the smile that you gave me when i see you in my darkest nights and also for the fake looks you win 

congratulations never mind i will find someone better then you not like you ...

goodbye forever .............................end of story......

happy

hello today we played sport and i'm so tired  i feel cold :p and in the evening i will study at 3 o'clock which is coOl i always go with my friends to shop or do some teenage  crazy stuff  i feel that my heart is singing all the time and finally i find myself my reality which is quite awesome to me i didn't do this before and now i love my life and i'm exetremly happy mashallàh and that's what i really love about me it's just i always let the pain go away in the right time 

enjoY your life and never ever ever be sad or give up :)

this is me :)

hello again today is a very beautiful day i'm so happy with no reason it's funny and i feel that my heart is feeling good and better then it was and that's a great achievement to me to be honest but i love the way that i smile everyday and how i let the sadness behind and take like a fresh start which is awesome my days from now & on i guess it's going to be amazinG !! yééaah who need to be sad anymore there's nothing in the world deserves your tears or to be sad for so this is your life enjoy as much as possible without regrets of the past just shine and enjoy everything around be happy like u have never be and believe me it's the greatest feeling in the whole world and finally love who you are because you are amazing wOow :D 

• ikrààààm PoLo QueeN i just adore myself ;)

my life my way

hello well is this life or i think that is so strange it gives the ability to be confidente to let go and when you really do that you feel broken from the inside and you want that thing back to your life even if it just was in your imagination i don't know why that happens to us in every time that we lost someone we used to love it's too awkward sometimes we just have to pretend that we know everything when in reality we just don't by it's kinda crazy to do so 

but in life we have to do everything that make us feel better and at least happy about everyday before it finished and in every morning take a deep breath and start again cause every day is an other chance for you to be good person and always love who you are becuz if u can't then don't blame people when they don't like you spread hope with every sunrise and smile smile because you are blessed with your existence in life and honored with islam so thank allah for everything "elHamdullilàh "