is it to0 much !!

hey guys again  !!  i'm just afraid of beig happy and have fun i don't know why !! it's such a strange feeling that i'm tired of everything

i guess that i lost myself and my reality it means who iam in this period of my life !!

sometimes i just feel like i'm lost and sometimes i protend that everything is cool and i will never give a chit to what doesn't matter for me !!

but let's be real i can't get over it i make it harder and harder for myself i'm pushin myself to the limit but it is too much <?

and the good news that sunday is the exams and i don't get anything i fell like my head is empty of informations that i have studied in this year !! tryin to make it fun and cool but it's not

it's very difficult i don't have that much of confidence that i was have in the beggining of the year "i lo0st it "  i guess !!

just of thinking that i might not pass the b.e.m it's killing me with all that love and support from my family and my best friends

<OMG!!! everybody say that girl you are gonna make it work you are able to win we trust you don't be afraid of anything !!
i said yes but deeper inside my heart it's killing me i feel just i'm weaker then ever !! where is the strong girl that i knew i think that it's here some where but she needs someone to help her and stay next to her support her in every step she take :-)

prusher prusher a lot of it this days !!! but i know that i'm strong i'm gonna make it happen and i will never let my friends and family and myself dissapointed because i can do it and i will do it !!
i know it's suck program and a lot of lessons that i don't get it yéét !!

but i will because i trust in myself and in my abilities to make it happen =)

me me me yeah i'm ready to do0 it

<L.O.V.E Y.O.U <

i'm very thankful for my friend yas$o0u who give me all support that i need thank you yas$0ou

go0o0od bye