unfaithful

hello guys well there is too many things that are happenning in my life now things that i can't explain and i can't find a meaning for i've passed a really difficult time that made me so sad and unfaithful :/ 

one more time

hello guys it's my return these days i feel so broken and lost somebody that was so cheerful to me he gave up on me so easily it's hurting me deep inside it's strange what love ca do to a person for real well every broken heart have nothing to do but crying and having that silent pain inside we can't fight it :/ memories are sometimes our escape from reality but they are the basic source of our sadness im falling apart 

happy now

hello guys i missed u all well i'm really happy these days because i've started ignoring all the bad things around i've started   

taking care of myself and about everything that i want to do i feel better now so much better  and i"m surrounded by angels which are my friends who loves me i feel so blessed because they are next me whenever i need them i"m happy now  my heart become strong  myself become even stronger and that's what i really wanted my whole life i always needed an understanding person to be next to me
and i always say life is nothing without friendship <3
i"m happy i"m good and thanks to every person that made me laugh  <3

taking my freedom

hello guys i'm proud of myself i took a good result and from now and on it will be the only thing that i will care about and i won't give shit to anything else in my life the one one who needs me will search for me that's it i won't care about anyone anymore that's enough i always get hurt even when i treat people with a good way it's just a mad world and life is so unfair and that what really kills me inside but i always count on allah and he will always lead me to the right way and the right direction and when i get upset i say hamdullilah for everything and when i really need him close i just rise my hands to the sky with a broken heart and say " ya raaab " because he is the one that can help me and protect me from all the bad things around i"m thankful because islam is my religion and allah is my lord or god :) 

what's next

heeey today i'm feeling so sick nothing is good and i'm so dissapointed from everything but i have to accept that life sometimes beautiful and sometimes bad full of tears and smiles we have to deal wit it anyway my heart is a little bit broken and i didn't  take a good marks in my exam do i kind of lost the taste of life  and joy i'm falling apart because of that but i always wipe my tears alone and move on rather i like it or not because i have to accept the reality that i'm living that's a littl bit hard but i have to be strong in every station of  life 

that's all i guess for know

crazy but free

hello guys i'm sick a little bit i catch the flu and that's wha i hate the most but it's okay so today i discover a lot of things and i'm very thankful to know them because they are so important to me

i'm so happy and i feel so great because i won't step back now i have to move on and do whatever i wanted to do before nothing will hold me back 

i'm even stronger then ever i find myself and my real desire now i won't care for anyone because for real my life my rules <3 <3

i miss .....

hello guys finally uuuh i finished my exams that were taking my breath away for 4 days but thank allah i have a chance to relax in weekend i just miss the rainy days and the things that i usually do and having fun with my friends  we are passing a great times togother which the most beautiful thing in the world and it's unforgetable i mean the most beautiful in the world is friendship that contains all the meanings of love and compassion to 

persons who are very cheerful and close to your heart i miss my adventures with the boy that i used to care about the whole time we really had a great times of fun and joy but that's all over or come to is end and i lost my smile and i feel so bored i miss everything and every memory that makes me feel happy again i hope that all of that will come back  by suprise or by anythig else maybe a shoot of luck